Everything seems to happen so fast i can hardly keep up. I can only look forward to my NYC trip on the 19th where we'll be spending christmas &the new years there. &i'll make it the best time of my year (how i wish i wouldnt have to come back). i force myself to attend school three times a week now (which really is boring by the way). I love the weather these nights (i wish i can sleep on the clouds). Ok this journal is lame. Puff


I think that it's time for us to leave this place Maybe if you come with me i'll keep you safe, You can feed me to the wolves if i make one mistake Cut me up in pieces when i misbehave.

The best things in life are immoral, illegal or fattening.

My mom just made me drink a cup of juice (worst ever). it was a blended mix of the most digusting greens:
-Bitter Gourd
-Celery
-Long Marrow
-Green Apple
-Green capsicum

I can puke all over myself now.

The rest of the ride, is riding on you.

when i spend the day home alone, i just feel as if my flesh is rotting little by little; rotting &melting until theres nothing left but just a green puddle that gets sucked back down to earth & all that stays behind are my clothes.
 

Being caught in between all you wish for and all you've seen, & trying to find anything you can feel that you can believe in.

I have about a week long to decide upon which degree course i should take, but i have absolutely no idea! I really dont feel like continuing in my studies. school starts end of september i know i shouldnt be complaining cos its so much later than others but the thought of it is horrible :( anyway apec event ends this coming saturday but how i wish this could be my full time job. hopefully i can at least have 12 hours of sleep a day from then onwards. my eye bags are too huge i cannot face my own friends haha

i have been eating shaker fries almost everyday. i hope they stop selling it soon

I havent been able to sleep well for the past few nights. I always end up calling people just so that they could talk me to sleep. 
Anyway you left for aussie early this morning and I miss you the very moment you turned your back towards me sis :( Of course i'll be waiting for you to come home. 13 years and counting, I cannot thank you enough for you have never once stopped caring for me. 

In the very earliest times
when both people and animals lived on earth
a person could become an animal if he wanted to
and an animal could become a human being.
Sometimes they were people
and sometimes animals
and there was no difference.
All spoke the same language
that was the time when words were like magic.
The human mind had mysterious powers.
A word spoken by chance
might have strange consequences.
It would suddenly come alive
and what people wanted to happen could happen-
all you had to do was to say it.
Nobody could explain this:
that's the way it was.

Edward Field
 

earth hour and im eating my carrot cake in the dark!
its been six days without you.. come home sooooon

Ok this entry is specially for my Buddy. wow you remembered i like that song haha anyway didnt mean to ps you for of montreal and psapp ok people havent found any giant heap of money yet so sorry hahaha why dont you try your luck and ask chowchow to go with you. anyway when are you coming to my place to study (or sleepover more like it) my prelims this frrridayyy! not studying much at all unlike friends like samneo, and chow who loves studying so much

So anyway last night we suprised you rese with a black forest cake i hope you had at least some taste of it before throwing it away im so glad we met up. happy birthday dear, i miss you still